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Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

Most of my journal type writing has been online over the years, in my attempt to 'organize' my online space and time Im going to be deleting some of the storage spots where these are kept and putting some here.

2008

I spend alot of time out in the woods or on foot wandering.. often my silence is broken with inner/other voice. To capture this flow I carry a small journal with me and always try to take the time to settle into a bit of writing.

This thread will be the weave of these precious whispers woven loosely across time and place.. to be shared like a warm blanket on a cool night.. my love/peace and comfort with you.

Walk Softly, Jennifer

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Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

The drum sounds with a boom, vibration expanding out, fingers of energy searching deeper and deeper into silence. Silence breaks answer with an echo of chorus... Boom... she reaches out again... 07

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The eyes are like pools of spirit, reflecting a light that has no beginning.. no end. Here within my eyes you could hear all that my heart whispers. A quickening. If only my heart could speak. 07

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Thru paper lips and fingertips the skies turn gray.

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Where the black winged butterfly rests during soft gentle rains.

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How stunning is the bluejay in the midst of all your foolish pride?

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Darkness falls, I meet the night in prayer.

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I believe that if I engage even a pinch of doubt or let my mind interfere with reason..the door will be shut.

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

By loving others their healing will come.

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When the heart yearns for something unknown.. reaching for something that has no name. It pulls like a string, as the body yearns for its next breath.

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When anger and frustration arrive, pray for the release.. bondage of 'self'

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Where does your creative being reside?

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

My mind is still this morning as a soft blanket of snow falls down in tiny jeweled threads.

Although I still seek footing within this strange place Ive stepped into I can sense a peace that could only follow a raging battle, the wind, the rain, the snow... fighting and pushing against things not seen within the mortal eye. I scan to see what the full moon rising could bless upon this haunting silence.

Crisp days of fall sink into the darkness and soon my human communication will be replaced with the call of a bluejay to bid good morning, the gentle push of the stag as it breaks the frozen earth under his massive hooves. The old dirt road leading into my cabin will become worthy of only the brave with fourwheel drive or the movement of primal feet scattered with the wind breaking under feathered wings.

A time of unbroken twilight lingers as days and nights merge into one and the door of the cave opens to shadows dancing on the walls.

Consciousness captured like a candle flame dancing above a longing wick.

Jennifer
Nov. 2, 2006

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

Watch the way a child laughs with reckless freedom...

The leaping hands of the drummer once the dance step is found....

Look into a clear night's sky and hear the twinkle of the stars, sense that the world stretches out beyond your wildest imagination...

We are not here to mourn our living, we are here to laugh, to sing and to dance.

Can you hear the coyote break the silence as he leaps wildly in the moonlight? 06

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

"The freedom you are seeking is of your self induced limitation, let go of your boundaries, I keep calling it reason for your own understanding. You need not believe in anything at all but yourself."

"We are connected by your light, when you place your light within me, it gives me life. Combine my awareness with your own and its yours. Its all you."

"Its your depth of love that breathes life into those around you, expand and shine."

11/5/06

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Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

I get a spinning almost insane feeling right before the fog thins.

6/2/06

As I move through all the different waves of autumn, silently observing my heart.. I realize Im currently in conflict with my house vs the woodland. I long for the air and earthen carpet of the wild, glancing back at the wooden cage standing almost crudely amoung the trees.

Winter's cave ripples in flux waiting.. inner fire a bed of hot coals.

Breathing deep the intoxicating scent of fallen leaves, western winds begin their dance with the north.. frost upon thirsty lips.

Fire laps the sky.. the drum beat quickens to burn the wooden walls down..

The entrance awaits.

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

In my heart we are all kin.

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She walks alone
can you feel comfort in her silence?

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Take it outside the cage for a different veiw.

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Seek beauty in a pile of shit.

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

The sacred clown rattles and turns things inside out
Music of laughter surrounded by liquid fire

"Things are only weird if you make them that way in your head"

Dustin (my son)

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As he listened to the travelers words, his eyes scanned and pose relaxed... as if wanting to skip the bullshit he went directly in...

"What makes you angry?"

Observing Ray

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Follow your heart/path of heart.. its important to understand that heart and emotions are not the same thing.

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Male energy steps up and wants to do.. do not let your male energy dominate when it comes to seeing another suffer.. find the female and create a nurturing space.. one that can shift the situation not 'fix' it.

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Power places are male or female.. I'm suggesting a neutral ground would not have the same task.

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Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

"My child you are not designed to carry the negativity of the world, it hurts your stomach like eating bad food."

I feel like it surrounds me in over abundance, its hurts to just bare witness to this and in that pathetic plea of compassion it sometimes gets on my skin. I wish to help tilt the scales but have the instinct to flea instead... to run with the wind and let it cleanse me until I am no more.

I secretly long to disappear and yet have this confusing contrary of light that beckons.

I sat in silence for a long time, until all thoughts and edges became one.. just when I thought I had my opening to escape...

"Child, plant a garden within that light."

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

Today I gave my heart the breath to speak
and it said to you in a soft steady voice to take a moment
to please just listen.

Then it sang a song as tender as angel wings.
My eyes.. they wept for your cleansing. Like a small child's hand
reaching to the comfort of another.

Enter the temple of your heart and just rest.
Within this loving canopy of trust you have the faith to find thy self.

Feb. 2008

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

Awaken the sound of ancient footsteps
dance in the light of the moon
laugh until the madness embraces you
in fullness you'll return

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Spirit's playmate ~*~

I witnessed her tears like broken sunbeams, and feathered them into smooth rivers.

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Sage pushing on summer winds.

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Suddenly Love came under the wing of a scarlet bird.

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The witch stands guardian of the sacred shelter, her long fingers stroke the invisible cords of Spirit- tender song before leaves rest.

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Step outside your comfy little circle and explore the unknown.

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His path had become rutted and deep.. leading into the grave.

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Put your intent into Action.

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Childhood whispers on the scent of fresh cut grass.

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Why must the heart hurt and the mind shake with fear? I give my peace to you.

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My love for you is eternal..because I am eternal.

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Entering the woods..self drops away as a heavy cloak on a warm summer morning.

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No lover could compare to these fingers that lift my hair to touch my skin..

No lover could...

All desire for human touch slips away like rainclouds seeking dry earth.

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Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

The sacred clown rattles fear into joy and anger into forgiveness.

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It is what it IS
That.. is all it is.

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Power is eaten by ego.

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

24.24 in reply to 24.23

What will fill this empty shell when all of my person is absent?

Love.

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I prefer to look out my window upon a natural landscape - beauty unfolding with time. As I arrange green figures on a carpet of fresh turned dirt - my heart is grateful to the wild for permitting me a humble space to bring my love to life.

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She will never quite be tamed, a rolling wheel of crawling roots with sprouts of her children to remember her game.

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Reflect back to all the spaces inbetween, neutral - balanced being. Our most emotionally twisted moments remain like dust. Happy, Sad, Good, Bad.. we remember all of them and they become our foggy cloak. Your power lingers inbetween.

Little Coyote · Site Admin Joined: 26 Aug 2011 Posts: 194

Within the fragrance of the small flower I could sense my own immortal breath.

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In the woodland all sense of self comes alive and then swiftly sinks away deep into the earthen carpet below my bare feet. ~*~

Meditation;

My mind flows along the surface of the lake off in the distance then becomes so still I forget I exist at all.

Void of being creating a state which can not maintain experience.

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There comes a time when one must stop constantly fumbling with the thought "who am I" You already know who you are, its time... actively 'be'

Impeccable manifestation

Who am I is a very important question but in time it can become your cage.

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